I’m laying in bed
and my eyes are closed.
But all I see is our face.
In my dreams, during the day.
The memories from our past threatening to overcome me.
A red tide of memories and regret crashing over me.
What do I do when you’re all I wanted.
When my heart still calls for you on the lonely nights.
Star crossed lovers forbidden by the heavens.
I can’t even call this love.
Just a chemical attraction like two magnets to each other.
Two unfeeling being pulled to each other without any choice.
My soul is tugged to you by an invisible force.
And I’m killing myself.
Trying to pull away.